Where's my complementary foresight?

I'm struggling to articulate exactly what it is that I want to say right now. This is by no means rare, but it is still aggravating when it happens.

I have a little less than a week until I head home to Montrose. I need a job, a car and direction in life. When I ended my DTS, the leaders failed to mention how much it sucks when you finish, that completion of it doesn't mean you are automatically granted omniscience.

However uncomfortable this makes me feel, I want to know that what I'm doing is what I'm supposed to be doing. I have the entire summer to figure out the fall, but what about now?

So. If anyone has a car they are looking at selling, a job opportunity and the ability to see into the future and live in the Western Slope area of Colorado, give me a call.

-nate-